I don’t know what’s happening to me, to my future! To My life!

Other always says you are a strong and powerful person but I don’t believe myself yet.

I!?

How can I be a winner when I am a loser?

Chance!

I lost a big chance because I don’t have enough money. Oh sorry boy.

Hi, now I deny one of the previous posts that I write “sky is illegal for me yet” and it’s supposed to hear good news tomorrow. I’m eagerly waiting for that time.

I still try to make a way to study in masters and more, out of my country because I want to see new things and challenge every thing are in my mind. I’ll going to go to Mashhad in this Friday and see someone how lived and studied in Malaysia, Maybe he cloud helps me.

The best countries for studies are USA, Canada, England, Australia but they are too expensive and difficult to get admission in there universities. But some of East Asia countries are suitable in price and a little easiest to get admission. I hope to travel and see the entire world with someone how be my partner, can you?      

 My shot:

Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above.

From The Journal Of

GIA MARIE CARANGI

You don't know how to ease my pain

You don't know what the sound is darling

It's the sound of my tears falling

Or is it the rain?

You don't know how to play the game

You cheat

You lie

You make me wanna cry

Cry Lyrics by Godley And Creme